The fear of going insane. Samantha's deepest fear was being committed to a mental hospital for speaking her truth or losing her mind, and being disbelieved when she said she was fine. It made her unable to let herself feel negative emotions.
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Samantha shares, for the first time anywhere, her deepest fear: being committed to a psychiatric hospital and disbelieved. She deliberately dreamt being taken there against her will and…
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