Sheela told her lovers plainly that none of them could compare with Bhagwan, 'a category of its own', and they loved him too, so they understood. If her lovers grew jealous of one another she would drop both at once. They worked out a shared schedule, always overburdened, and spent beautiful time together. She says she learned this non-possessiveness from Bhagwan.
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